Hi darlin. Man 17 years went by so fast. I miss you everyday. I talk about you often. This life has been tough. I am going through some trying times. I am finally having to deal with my childhood trauma. It’s no cakewalk I promise you. I wish I could talk to you. Even if for only 5 minutes. And I would spend those 5 minutes telling you how much you mean to me. How much I love you. Keep your eye on me darlin.