Hey mom it's been almost 6 years since I've wrote on here . And within those years I know you've seen me struggle with trial and trauma . By 18 I have already brought 3 beautiful babies into this world . And it's crazy , I never would have thought that at 20 years old I would end up in prison . I feel in so many ways that I have failed you .. knowing the high expectations you had for me and knowing the potential I had, it just hurts to know that I found myself in so many dark places .. but now mommy I'm so happy to say things are looking up , I have a 2 story house , a car , a good job and I was blessed with the second chance to be the mother I know I can be . Mommy you inspire me . To know the things you've been through and the dedication you had to raise us and still battle a sickness is just ... there are no words to express the way you've brought light into my life .. I wanna be like you! Strong hard working and so positive even when life seems unbearable .. the father of my daughters passed away .. so I'm left doing this alone .. but the best part is , the whole reason for my 360 is because I have finally found Gods Presence ! I know Him now .. it took many years but it happend ! I've been walking in faith for a little over a year and I'm excited to see what he has in store for me ... I love you mommy and I miss you like crazy .. but watch out BIG things are coming ❤️ Til next time -Your Baby , Your Youngest - Your Success Story - Lexy