For some reason , although many years have passed , I am still easily pulled towards being an emotional wreck ! Haha. I see that I am battling within myself because I feel this void where your protection and comfort is supposed to be. I know the love that you had/have for me , is unconditional and everlasting. But I’m hurting right now as I reminisce on the past and all that has been put in my path . Sometimes I long to just be in your arms crying . The memories I have of you are still so vivid and clear . Even after 11 years , my mind still grasps tightly to what was . I love you . And my heart is being selfish , wanting to bring you back (just for a second) to just be .. to be in the midst of my life .. because I know that you’ve always brought happiness and joy .. You will live on , always ; through memories , unforgettable lessons you’ve taught , and most definitely through the legacy that marks this world with hope and truth .. God is mysterious , loving and so consistent. So I know , if He can create someone so important, pure , and impactful .. Then He can transform all of our hearts to be new . I pray for all the ones blinded and consumed , that they recieve peace and that the veil is removed from their eyes so they may come to a higher level of self .. Mom , our family has tough issues .. Our family can be a bit nuts .. But God is on the move .. He is definitely up to something . K well , thanks for letting me let out my cluttered mind lol Always , Your Baby Girl, Lexy ❤️